Archive for July, 2012

Tired

Uncategorized | July 28th, 2012

So I figured I’m overdue an update. I’ve been extremely tired these last few weeks. Honestly, exhausted would be an understatement. A lot of traveling, driving back and forth between Oregon, Washington and Idaho…the documentary is off to a really good start, and there’s a lot of support, but once you start opening a can of worms, it keeps growing and growing and growing. Didn’t realize just how close to home everything was going to hit. On the upside, there’s members of my family that have started some major life changes towards breaking the cycle, I’ve started a real relationship… Continue Reading →

The next chapter begins…

Uncategorized | July 14th, 2012

Fear sits like a rock in my gut, and the only way to overcome it is to face it. This next week is going to open many path ways, and I know I’m strong enough to face it, but still the fear is there. Hard doesn’t even come close to describing the challenges Monday will lead into. Every journey I take, every step that leads to a part of the process is as equally important as the last, and no matter what happens, know that if I ever said I love you, I meant it. I’ve never been the easiest… Continue Reading →

Trust

Uncategorized | July 5th, 2012

For every measure of trust, there’s an equal measure of uncertainty that comes with the territory. Because there’s uncertainty, there’s also risk factors. Uncertainty, trust, and risk is all a packaged deal. How great the risk is generally weighed out by the known actions of whatever it is your putting your trust into. Specifically, I’m talking about people. Trust is hard to come by, especially when you’ve been fucked over before or let down numerous times. Trust is hard to build, and super easy to destroy. However, once you decide to put your trust in someone, it’s best to go… Continue Reading →

Uncategorized | July 2nd, 2012

Out of my head? Out of my mind? Only for a moment. Stepping foot back onto somewhat solid ground, regained direction and focus. The last tour unintentionally opened a flood gate of unresolved shit I didn’t realize still existed as strongly as it did, and it’s requiring some massive purging and recalibrating of the core that drives me onward. I will not stop, I will not give up, and in death my energy will leave a permanent fucking mark on this world. This is a war I was bred for. I’ve been home an hour. It’s now 7:01am. The last… Continue Reading →

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