Archive for March, 2013
Uncategorized | March 29th, 2013
The world I leave behind, now is nothing more Than a lit and flickered candle on a distant fading shore Filled with smiles, tears, memories, and all that lead to now Who I’ll be if I return is who ever I allow The girl that’s forged from lessons learned and turns along the road Is now a woman strong, determined, as she runs again a path unknown If black dogs run across the sea and carry me away, Please understand, I love you all. It’s the most important I can say. For I know not what lies ahead Other than… Continue Reading →
Uncategorized | March 28th, 2013
I’m not going to say that I don’t bitch, because I do. I think everyone needs a way to vent out the frustrations of whatever is pissing them off throughout the day, but if you’re bitching about the same thing on the daily and not doing anything about it, then shut the fuck up because no one wants to hear it. So with that said, I’m going to commence to bitching, and while I do so, I’m also going to continue to focus on my goals and get shit done. Because no matter how hard shit gets, I still put… Continue Reading →
Uncategorized | March 27th, 2013
Let’s not talk about the nights we cry ourselves to sleep Keep in mind the love we share and trust I’ll see you soon Nothing is gained without sacrifice And they say I’m living the dream
Uncategorized | March 27th, 2013
In 3 days from now, I will be on the road, Eastern bound. Saying that I am excited would be an understatement. This last Saturday, I celebrated my 30th birthday, and it was wonderful. It was, by far, the best birthday party I’ve ever had. It felt good to celebrate with folks I went to high school with, some I’ve recently met, and all in between. I was overwhelmed with so much joy, but mostly excited because I fucking made it. Here’s to 30 years without a prison sentence, here’s to 30 years without dying in a horrific car crash,… Continue Reading →
Uncategorized | March 19th, 2013
…but when I get angry these days, I get more motivated. I leave in exactly 2 weeks. My heart is racing, the pressure is on…let’s go. On another note, I had a pretty awesome time driving and hauling gear for 13 Scars over this last 5 day excursion, which I referred to as my American, Heavy Metal Weekend. Seriously, it was a fucking blast. It’s the first band I traveled with/worked for where no one was trying to fuck me, everyone knows their roles, and we all just do what we do and it fits. I didn’t have to worry… Continue Reading →
Uncategorized | March 13th, 2013
Broke up with my girlfriend via email, so it ends the way it began…via email. I think I’m done dating people in general. I mean as far as actively seeking out anyone outside of mine and Dan’s relationship. I have a hard time communicating what I mean, and even when I try really hard to send out a clear message, it always gets twisted. She said if I really cared, I would’ve done it face to face. I’m not sure if that means really cared about her as a person, really cared about the last 6 months that we’ve been… Continue Reading →
Uncategorized | March 9th, 2013
This is a continuation from my previous blog. So if I’m not working and I’m up into the wee hours of the morning, it usually means that it’s time to start writing. This is what I like to call a “brain dump”. If I can’t sleep and my brain is too fried to focus on my work, then something must be on my mind. So I start a free write, which usually starts out as a small Facebook post, and if it gets too big for a small paragraph, then it becomes a blog entry. By the time I’m done,… Continue Reading →
Uncategorized | March 9th, 2013
So my mom recently set up a project on the fundraising platform, Indiegogo. Her goal is to own and live on a small goat farm. She doesn’t exactly know how to go about it, or where to start, she only knows that a farm life is the life for her. She’s been reading up on shit and doing a lot of research for some time now, and just launched her project about a week ago. Here’s the community Facebook page she made for Punk Llama Farm – “Organic With Attitude”. If nothing else, her logo is super fuckin’ cute…I’m gonna… Continue Reading →
Uncategorized | March 9th, 2013
So…I just finished sealing up fliers to ship out to venues along with button orders tomorrow. A lot of progress has been made today. My hubby helped me get the room cleaned up a bit, so I feel like I can breathe a little bit easier. Been in negotiations with getting a show set up in Lander, WY. I’m excited because it’s somewhere I’ve never been before. A friend of mine contacted me and his mother is helping me to set up the show. I’m pretty excited about meeting them, jamming, and performing out there. Button orders have been fairly… Continue Reading →
Uncategorized | March 7th, 2013
This past Sunday, I was up by 7am to hit the studio. One of my dearest friends is currently in the audio program at the Art Institute of Seattle, and really wanted to produce my song, Pretty When You Die. So I said okay. This is the first mix from that. [soundcloud url=”http://api.soundcloud.com/tracks/82292304″ params=”” width=” 100%” height=”166″ iframe=”true” /]